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| In a single moment
You will realize
Everything
every hurt every pain every tear
was worth it.
To feel that feeling so different from any otherso assuringSo right
In a moment
You know
Why everything happened.
And it's for this reason.
This very real reason.
Don't give up.
It's going to hurt,
And it's not going to be easy,
But when you give it a chance to breathe
You can find something,
You stopped looking for a long time ago.
Life is definitely worth it when you find something you never thought existed
When you have the chance
To experience the taste
of something amazing.
It's all so worth it
I can honestly thank every heartacheevery heartbreak and every bastard for doing as they did. for I could never be happier than I am right now. | | |
| When your heart dies.
The rest of you
Just wants to die with it.
That's heartbreak.
Love is for Masochists. | | |
| I miss the days
When we smiled together.
And when we laid together
We would just look at each other
And hold each other,
never wanting to let go.
When did all of that disappear?
Why didn't anyone warn me that it would?
Sometimes, I wish you were gay
So that your next significant other
I won't have to see how much better they can treat you than me.
I don't know what I'm talking about.
I'm so stupid.
"___, GET YOUR FUCKING SHIT TOGETHER!" | | |
| This isn't Home.
This never was home.
I was a fool
all along.
I wish this never happened.
I wish I never met some people.
I wish I didn't trust the ones I didn't know.
I wish I didn't give myself to them.
Nobody will EVER have to take care of me again.
No one will EVER ruin my life like this again.
How the fuck
Is someone supposed to go on with their life,
when back at home
Nobody wants them.
I've never thought about dying so much.
And killing myself.
Until I've lived with two people
That do everything in their realm
To make me feel like shit.
I'll never live past being the villain.
Everything I say is a crime
Everything I say is a fight
Everything I do is wrong
I'm wrong.
It's my fault.
Everything's my fault.
My fault.
My fault.
My fault.
My fault. My fault.
You don't even care that I worry when I don't know where you are.
I just want to make sure you're still alive.
What happened to my three-fold rule?
I treat everyone the way I'd like to be treated,
Yet,
I receive the royal treatment to shit.
I cried my eyes out,
and my heart out,
Just driving home the other day.
It's like I'm driving to my death.
It's so much work,
Just to keep myself from gunning it,
And keep going
until I hit the first thing that'll stop me.
Maybe we'll unbuckle the seatbelt for added effects.
I've never wanted to die so much. | | |
| I had a cup of cappuccino
3/4 waterbottle of Gatorage
and some beans.
And I already want those beans out of me.
I just wanted to let you know
that I'm healthy | | |
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